You were everything

In a swarming galaxy of luminescent stars I claimed you as my sun.

 

Despite the fact that you were, 

in every form, 

the same kind as the others,

I claimed you as unique.

 

If I’m honest you weren’t even my sun

perhaps in the beginning

when my whole world was spinning just for you

but in a matter of time you became the galaxy

It was as if you had absorbed every other star 

It was more than just ignoring the others,

It was more than just a choice,

but nevertheless,

you were the only thing in my vision. 

 

I guess you could say it became an obsession

but a healthy one,

I’d like to think. 

 

I’d like to think that you saw me in the same way,

that despite how messed up our situation was 

it was reciprocal 

 

but i was stupid.

 

I was stupid to think that it was only us two in our galaxy

that we were isolated

that your eyes were too only fixated on me

 

I was stupid to think that you neglected the other stars

the ones who shone a little brighter

than i did 

 

I was stupid to think that i was to you,

what you were to me.

 

And now that you’re gone,

my whole galaxy has disappeared

because when i chose to neglect the rest of the stars 

I didn’t know that the only one left

that you

could possibly leave. 

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